I wish it

I want you to be who you use to be
I want to feel your love swallow me whole as it once did
I want to feel like this is my dead end, and I took every right turn to get here
I want you to realize that I'd die if you weren't the one my heart was beating for
I want this world to collapse, and for ours to begin
I want my left lung to stop taking air from my right
I want you to be the one. But I'm scared you're not....