Having heart makes this hard

twisting and turning, in the night I'm yearning
for the boy who took it all, catch me catch me... As I begin to free fall

He was gentle and kind, everything I knew
He didn't quite love me, but for now I could do
Without him being mine, I grew to be alright
Just having him here was worth the inside fight
Between my mind and my heart, confused and dazed
I fell so quickly, when he didn't seem phased
I lie ached and pained, I'm letting you go
Hardest decision, but the only one I know